bring me some divine intervention.....

i've been trying really really hard of a funny or interesting way to write this & i'm just stuck again. what the heck happened to my creative side? i used to write stories & poetry so you think i could do this but my brain is just stuck in the snow.... oh well....

so i believe in psychics....yes i believe in all that stuff that some think is just mumbo jumbo weirdness. i've always believed...and it was all proven to me for sure when i met a lovely psychic on the internet many many yrs ago. she was a great friend....a super person....and author of 2 books which are so enlightening. we were friends for awhile & we would talk back & forth....and then i moved to germany to take a nanny job. she called me once while i was there cause i needed to hear from her...and she helped easy my worries & was so special to me. sadly...when i moved elsewhere to germany & she moved to canada...we lost touch. and i still have no idea where she is....i've searched but cant find anything for sure...so i guess i will have to start calling every carole sanborn-langlois in canada & florida...and maybe find her again. i miss her soooo much!

anyway so yes i am a total believer....and i found out about this psychic who is doing a contest for a free reading via zoe's blog. now i dont know zoe....but her blog really speaks to me...and keeps me giggling....so i thought i would check it out. the lady doing the contest is called witcheypoo in bloggerland. and she is offering a free reading....so yes i am here to say i want 1...and give her some bloggy love. man...i would so love a reading....life has been so hard for both me & ben....i'd like to have some insight. oh & what i would really really love is to have something done so i know my dad is happy where he is...that he's no longer in pain....and i can feel like i really got to say goodbye. maybe silly to most of you...but his death is something i've never gotten beyond & i miss him so. so to be able to know that he's been around & visited me in dreams would be comforting & so nice. yes i have had quite a few dreams where he has visited me....i'm pretty sure of it. i know most will just think it was my sadness manifesting him when i needed him.....but the part of me that believes in things like that & seen little bits of proof....well, i know it was him. so go ahead...think i'm wacky.....i am, but not about this.... this is my blog so you dont have to agree w/ me but i NEED this reading....i just have some things i need to know....


so thats really all i have tonight....i am anxiously awaiting delivery for my jan 2008 dozens kit & this lovely from qvc....

it wont be this exact color...the colors on the kitchenaid site & qvc were different so i hope what qvc shows is right...otherwise they'll be fixing it for free. so the 1 i am getting is called pearl metallic. it looks pretty! and its the top of the line kitchenaid. sooooo excited!!! i wanted the artisan series cause it comes in such pretty bright colors like aqua & yellow...but my kitchenaid expert bro said to always get this....and he should know, he's got 2! so this will hopefully be here tomorrow....eeeeee, i'm soooo excited i cant stand it!! i get most of my bare minerals from qvc so a few times a yr i get an offer for easy pay....so i get this baby for 5 payments....i can handle $80/mo! and i already have some sprinkles cupcakes mixes from williams sonoma ready to make some yummies.....all i need now is my kitchenaid....hum, what should i name her?? the mixer that is...lol....no i dont name my cupcakes! =)

ok thats all i got for now....see ya tomorrow!! xoxo